Lately, I have been going through I very difficult time. I am sorry I have not had any new blog posts lately.
For four years I have put myself second. I have not once thought about what I really wanted for myself. I put someone else, who let me down, first. I let this person rule my world and everything I ever wanted.
Since this person let me down, I have to focus on what I want. I do not know what I want anymore...but I do know that this will not control me. I will overcome this pain. My life is MY life, and I am the only one who controls what I do with it.
This is the scariest thing I have ever had to do. I was not prepared or ready for this to happen. I lost my best friend and now it is only me. My family means the world to me, and I appreciate them more than they will ever know. I could not see the light at the end of the tunnel without their support and love.
I will overcome this. I will not crumble. I will be strong. I will succeed.